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[May. 16th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
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it gets to a point where it all feels so boring....it's sooooo damn boring!! tapos ang init pa... but still...i'd rather do nothing than go to school... hahaha anyway! watch us play on the 26th it's this place called juardo's...and it's right beside future star... just tell me if you want tickets... |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|02:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | smashing pumpkins - tonight, tonight | ] |
Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That you’re not stuck in vain
We’re not the same, we’re different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
And you know you’re never sure
But you’re sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe in the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there’s not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We’ll crucify the insincere tonight
We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight
We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|12:22 am] |
 | You scored as Iceman. Iceman is a very powerful but volitile X-man. His ego and reluctance to follow orders means that he often clashes with Cyclops. Despite being immature sometimes, he's very popular with the ladies and is an extremely powerful X-Man. Powers: Can lower the temperature in areas around him. Basically, he has a near limitless ability to freeze things and make massive amounts of ice.
Iceman | | 75% | Jean Grey | | 50% | Cyclops | | 50% | Emma Frost | | 40% | Wolverine | | 40% | Storm | | 30% | Beast | | 30% | Colossus | | 30% | Gambit | | 30% | Rogue | | 25% | Nightcrawler | | 20% | </td>
Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0
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[Feb. 8th, 2006|01:40 am] |
shape shifter, shape shifter
your dirty little secrets
sleep now under the satellite, i know all your secrets
sleep now under your covers, to hide from your past
spacing, depicting...
how you think
sleep now under the satellite, i know all your secrets
sleep now just to think about what you've done...
la di da da da da daaa da da da
lada da da da da la di da da..... |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|02:18 am] |
Sleep now moon
I'll watch over her while the sun is up
And you'll have her eyes again soon
It's a glorious day
And my lonely heart is tired again
And I am
Starved for her attention
Sleep now sweet princess
I'll cheer for you silently
And carefully not to disturb oh
And I'll be ready on that evening
When you're starved for my attention
And you'll say
You'll say
Wait now prince
There's a brilliant sky above
And a jealous moon in love and they are
Starved for our attention
cuz that's when you spark a little in my eye...
(can someone give me new songs to download? bored eh...) |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nural - tension | ] |
i need to get back into shape...studying shape |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|01:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no title - n/a | ] |
this is a song for the bengga boys...
wala pa akong title eh...suggest nalang.
Goodbye's no goodbye
we sit around, fill ourselves goodvibes
give a smile and take a picture
the saddened faces of an oh so endless school year
chorus:
again we'll stand in a parade oh endless laughs
to be kings and knights and sing about our sorrows
about a boy who changed his life
and his friends who cheered him on
to sing about their understory
to sing about their never ending story
(chorus again)
2nd chorus to end:
at pagkalipas ng oras basta't nandito kayo
and as time rolls by and we're getting less younger
we sit around with our skylit skies
and i hope you sing with me as i sing this song for you.
I'm gonna stay 18 forever and we'll never miss the party 3x's
cuz they're just jelous 'cuz we're young and in love. 2x's |
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[May. 18th, 2005|01:32 am] |
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| | underoath - it's dangerous business walking out of your fron | ] |
"we're going back to school saturday's and sunday's are signs for disgrace. i can't see what's on your mind, but i know one thing's there. You think and wonder of oh! so many things. just think of happy thoughts and happy thoughts and happy thoughts but no...he's not there anymore..." |
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[May. 15th, 2005|04:59 am] |
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no more sneaking out with you please! hahaha i end up in trouble... pleasure is pain! |
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[May. 9th, 2005|06:27 pm] |
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dude seriously...not everything i write in this freakn journal is about olivia jacinto or marco santos alright? in fact...tangina it's been a super long time since i've thought about it. okay so whoever you are who keeps on making comments na walang kwenta naman... anonymous anonymous ka pa diyan ina mo. who do you think is more pathetic between the both of us? i'm moving on... i'm happy and i'm glad that they're together... seriously. he's the boy of her dreams and he makes her happy so same here dude. hindi na ako nakikialam sa buhay ng may buhay di tulad mo. yeah! you call me the psycho suicidal freak... pero you still don't know half of the fucking story and still you judge me. that part died a long time ago. all i think about now are happy memories and the "stupid me's" just keep on coming. i don't need you to tell me i was stupid i already know i was...now it's different. you keep commenting about how i can't let go, or how i can't seem to grab hold of reality...tangina hypocrito ka pala e! to me it's you who can't leave the topic...sino ngayon nagmumukhang tanga? who the hell do you think you are? you think you're so great with what you comment...tanginang cocky bitch!. when the truth of the matter is that...you just assume everything. bakit? kilala mo ba ako? if you know me....and you know me well... i wouldn't think you'd hide yourself behind this. if you were my friend...you'd say it right to my face... but the thing is you don't so shut the fuck up... you don't have any right to talk to me in that manner...you don't even know anything...all you have are a series of biases towards me. why not say it straight to my face and i'd let you have a go...bago kita barahin... wala ka naman alam e. you talk like you're the shit...when in fact you're not! i don't want to stoop myself to your level. kahit lalake ka...babae...bakla...dyke or hayop lang talaga... i don't beat people up...i don't want to have fights... i only act when provoked... the people who know me knows that that is a hard thing to do. but you don't know jack shit about me. so fuck you! ano kokomment ka? dito bahay ko! puntahan mo ako! 16 joaquin st. corinthian gardens quezon city! tangina puntahan mo ako dito. yabang mo e! i don't need to know who you are... i already know...that you're just some lost cause...preying on people who don't have anything left. guess what... i fight back. i already know i'm a loser...and to be honest i still don't know why she got with me...ito alam ko... eepal ka...wala ka namang alam... sinong tanga? ikaw o ako? yun nalang pagisipan mo. |
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[May. 9th, 2005|04:51 am] |
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| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coldplay - shiver | ] |
Coldplay - shiver
So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you?
And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I changed for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need ya
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you
And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I changed for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…
And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you
So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me |
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[May. 9th, 2005|04:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | acceptance - take cover | ] |
just got back from antipolo. our EM batch spent 3 days and 2 nights there. nothing but sausage...haha! okay so this is how it went...when we got there, we put our stuff down and went down for a little breakfast. we chatted a little then went on to the scavenger hunt...it had a twist though...no one was allowed to walk...everybody had to run...eh pocha the rocks were so uneven...we ended up being 3rd. after that...we trekked the mountain...we climbed...we even had to hold on to branches or rocks for support...it took us about 4 frickn hours going up and down the mountain...but the view was spectacular. worth every single drop of sweat. so there...we got back at like 6 and ate dinner...the next day...we had to make a hut...on our own. that was so difficult for us since it was so hot....we had to do it from 10 to 3 in the afternoon. i ended up getting sun burned...my whole back is so red... and even my arms actually. on the third day it was all skits and crappy leadership stuff... i learned a lot from different people and we've grown closer now...one important thing that i've learned talaga....(thanks to isang taong nagkokonfess kanina) that friends are precious...not to be taken for granted and just thrown away like some people do. especially those closest to you. kaya namiss ko kayo e. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|12:28 am] |
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thanks for coming guys! it means a lot to me. sa mga hindi pumunta hahahaha go next year =) you guys are missing the absinthe and other stuff hahaha LEGAL NA AKO BOY! |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|03:08 am] |
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| | suburbia - always | ] |
amidst it all i see myself standing. it's been great but still nothing. something lacks and something doesn't seem so right. you wake up every single day and still you don't know what it is but you're sure you had it once before. scary and confusing. we jive and but still...empty. i fill myself with doubt, i try to be apathetic but still...it's not right. i find myself nothing staring into the abyss how long has it been too? i don't really know and i'm trying not to remember. these senteces going through my head seems endless. depicted in some sort of scary mosaic, little pieces fit into one big picture. you see and it freaks you out, it's you and you hate it. sometimes you look at pictures and you wonder if that's really you. so ugly and defaced too much too look at, so much in fact that you'd just want to erase it. and people laugh, probably the most embarrassing thing yet, but it's yet to come. it's only just begun. some sort of bigger plan for you how it tortures you like it's worse when you see someone watching...frickn saddists i tell you. given the benefit of the doubt. it's funny sometimes and people think i'm crzy for it too. i just want to be free, i just want to see and have peace or peace of mind. terrible to think whilst we do what we can, it's so sad characterized and boxed. it's really pissing me off...how people feel and what they think about you. they don't know you but they still judge you. it's like "oh he's like this...oh he's like that" well you know what? FUCK YOU! FUCK ALL OF YOU! you try it...why don't you?! you damn hypocrites...you act like you know everything but the truth is you don't know jack shit! you people aren't me. what do you know...and then you say "oh i heard this...he's like this...and i heard that he's also like this." well you know why not let it come straight of my mouth not some other bitch or prick out there...it's so annoying... but i guess...that's life...you don't do anything and it bites you in the ass hard...like some fricking mother fucker! it won't come off...bugger! it's just so damn sad i can't really into words what i'm feeling right now it's so different, and weird. i know i've made mistakes and i've always been afraid. you think about it and the reasons go with it as well and then you stop and say "what for?!" you answer yourself and try to think it's really for nothing but the fact of the matter is... is that it's everything to you. you can't get enough of it... it's so addicting and mysterious why you get hooked but it feels so damn good, after though, you feel so empty...and you really do say "what the hell for talaga...." a waste of time, a waste of energy...a waste, plain and simple. i want to say sorry for last night, and how i dragged it. done enough for people to show and right now, i prefer my sugar pill. but GOD DAMN ME, it's gotten STUPIDITY all over it archaic....no use at all. my rules of attraction...you are far too cute for me. it's all up to you. expressed and lingering...like somebody who doesn't give a fuck...pointless...i'd rather be me. the same happy guy...but people really do change. doing away with the old and bringing in the new has it's perks...but old is best...old friends, old things and old.....i don't know na! haha you forget and start another life...parallel but different...people may love you more but also...you take that chance and people can really think you're a bitch...like my bud. all i hear now is bitch this and bitch that..."oh she's such a god damn bitch..." to be honest...it's true, i think the bitchiness lies inside and breathes her...you may look fine outside but inside...dang! she's really nice though...but we don't talk that much anymore though...different friends, different habits...but still find time to chat when we see each other. i really want to say sorry...affected a lot of my friends..."true friends"... starting off with rigs, beej, rog, brands and chols...take up the shit... they really are true buds. never trade em for anything...last thing...if ever, you do that to me again?! TANGINA UUPAKAN NA TALAGA KITA! i don't care who you are...i'm trying to be nice...you sick fuck! i don't care about you dude! i'm just trying to be nice para walang away! pero kung naghahanap ka game ako INA MO! i don't care how...pero uupakan talaga kita! ulitin mo uli yung ginawa mo sa akin...i won't say a word...pussies lang yung mga hanggang salita! i will break you! it does have consequences....again with the fricking judge frenzy people! but who gives a shit!!! kasi napupuno na ako sayo! ang yabang mo e...wala naman akong ginawa sayo! sino ka ba in the first place?! hanggang mukhang angas ka lang gago! laki ng problema mo e...pussy! kung gusto mo...kausapin mo ako ng matino! you don't like me? what the fuck do i care?! heck, i don't like you bitch! i will make you kiss my ass! dalhin mo pa mga kaibigan mong squatter na dorks! iisa-isahin ko kayo! bahala na if i get beaten up in the process basta i will make sure na uunahin muna kita. wala na akong paki sa iba na maupakan ako...basta mahulog ka at mapahiya ka...solb na ako... siyempre uunahin kita...special ka e! |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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| |  energetic | ] |
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| | anberlin - foreign language | ] |
haha! game! tonight is the night where the X-Force was born! the intense of the intense my friend! where we said bared all! what's been in our minds and what has been bothering us... kadaming kabalbalan haha~! LAHAT SABOG>>> LAHAT MASAYA! i just want to say thanks! diyan mo malalaman kung talagang kaibigan e. diyan mo makukuha kung hypocrite yun tao. sa advice pa lang tinamaan na ako na tama nga kayo! hahaha thanks....best earth! beth earst! hahaha =) uwi lasing LJ agad atupag ko tsiong! kung makita niyo lang pictures natin hahaha and kung sino man yung nag comment....i really wanna have a chat. you seem to be really interesting. sorry for putting up with my shit....everybody... |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|06:37 pm] |
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i just read your comment...hahaha look at mine. whoever you are....who put that pathetic comment. let's have a chat. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|11:42 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | jimmy eat world - if you don't, don't | ] |
brown U? or university of hawaii? or UA&P? my god!! i don't wanna think about it and i don't wanna leave this place...why force me to go?!
inaccept pa talaga e....dilemma! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|02:02 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | something corporate - konstantine | ] |
Something Corporate
Konstantine
i can relate to almost every part of this song...it's just so cool. if you just take your time to read and understand every single line, you'd understand what i'm going through.
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me
That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, áould you let me go
and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me
And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me
And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live
Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And i was thinking, what i was thining ya know
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did You know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
God, I miss you
And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live
My Konstantine
i'm so speechless right now... and whenever i listen to this song...it doesn't even matter if it's like 9 minutes...all of this is a reflection of what we had. it doesn't matter now...now that you've forgoten everything that we had. it's just so damn...i don't know. when you thinnk everything just seems so perfect and for it to end just like that, i just don't know...and it's not a good idea...yeah! your favorite lines...i'm sorry if i'm not perfect, i'm sorry if i ruined your life, i'm sorry if i haven't been much, i'm sorry if i was bad and i'm sorry for being in your life. i know, it's all my fault...and in the end, i really got what i deserved. before i used to wonder why a girl such as yourself would ever wanna be with a guy like me. i don't know....and whenever we'd go out i'd always get these strange looks..like parang why is this guy with this girl? hindi bagay bla bla bla...to some extent i was so angry for what you did...i even remember where i was sitting the day you told me. after your trip? in mon's house? i remember everything...everything that you said...but then again...it's alright since i'm the one who's really at fault...glad you're happy |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|05:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rivermaya - kisapmata | ] |
Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka lambing-lambing
Ng iyong mga matang
Hayup kung tumingin.
Nitong umaga lang,
Pagka galing-galing
Ng iyong sumpang
walang aawat sa atin.
O kay bilis namang
Maglaho ng
Pag-ibig mo sinta,
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kanina'y nariyan lang o ba't
Bigla namang nawala.
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka ganda-ganda
Ng pagkasabi mong
Sana'y tayo na nga.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka saya-saya
Ng buhay kong
Bigla na lamang nagiba.
O kay bilis namang
Maglaho ng
Pag-ibig mo sinta,
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kanina'y nariyan lang o ba't
Bigla namang nawala.
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka lambing-lambing.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pgka galing-galing.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka ganda-ganda.
Kani-kanina lang,
Pagka saya-saya....
O kay bilis namang
Maglaho ng
Pag-ibig mo sinta,
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Kanina'y nariyan lang o ba't
Bigla namang nawala.
Daig mo pa ang isang kisapmata.
Haahh....
Haahh....
you'd think this song isn't so bitter cuz of the great melody and bla bla singer....bamboo...pero hindi e... look at the lyrics and you'll see what i'm feeling. i heard the good news...wow~ i heard what you've been doing wow~ and i'm so frickn pissed with you right now! O KAY BILIS NAMAN MAGLAHO NG PAG-IBIG MO SINTA! DAIG MO PA ANG ISANG KISAPMATA! sabihin mo...hindi ako ready..hindi ako ready..ulul! fuck you! anong friends?! who are you?! i don't know you man... and i don't frickn owe you anything...i gave you everything and all the time in the world...YOU were my world! ano?! porket chinese boy ako? i'm fucking proud to be one, even if i'm constantly scrutinized of being one...okay lang buds ko naman e...all i know is you're missing out. parents mo raw? ulul! balita ko may bago ka na nga e...i know i'm not the best...i know i'm not great...pero bahala ka na talaga sa buhay mo! i don't care if you're goin to the prom with him.o sige...walang pansinan kung wala na...i don't know you...fuckn forget about you and your new bitch! fuck the all the juniors na galing don at mga ibang mga katulad mo! player! mag baller band ka na nga! bagay talaga sa yo e yun pink a! marami akong memories witht that e... i don't need you! gusto ko na talaga sabihin kung sino ka e! para malaman ng buong mundo kung gaano ka kabitch! bitch bitch bitch! who cares if you're pretty? ooh! look at me i'm a model! oooh look at me i'm porma! ooh i like to bump and grind! ina mo gaga! una nandon, tapos mawawala tapos nandon uli! labo mo tsiong! maybe you're right, you weren't ready.. pero sana nalaman ko un bago pa nagsimula lahat para ndi na ako nagsuffer ng ganito. karmahin ka sana.. i'm sorry it took me so long! i'm sorry it took me so long! now i see everything. and now i realize that you're actually my worst nightmare! i don't even care if you don't have lj and can't see this. tangina! patingin mo nalang sa mga kaibigan mong puta! oh yeah! these are the symptoms of letting go! i even sacrificed joining this thing for you and this is how you repay me? bastos! hindi ko na nga malalabas yun stuff about my whole past and this is how you repay me? thanks...labas mo mabait kuno! sa totoo kasabwat ka ni satanas! |
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